Psalm 22
The 22nd Psalm is the
text for our reflection this morning. It's a long Psalm, and I
want to read it in its entirety because to skip over portions (as the
lectionary does for this Sunday) robs it of some of its power. So
I would invite you to follow along with me in your pew Bible, or your
own Bibles, and pay particular attention to the emotions that are
conveyed in this Psalm:
1My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?
Why are you so far from helping me, from the words of my groaning?
2O my God, I cry by day, but you do not answer;
and by night, but find no rest.
3Yet you are holy,
enthroned on the praises of Israel.
4In you our ancestors trusted;
they trusted, and you delivered them.
5To you they cried, and were saved;
in you they trusted, and were not put to shame.
6But I am a worm, and not human;
scorned by others, and despised by the people.
7All who see me mock at me;
they make mouths at me, they shake their heads;
8‘Commit your cause to the Lord; let him deliver—
let him rescue the one in whom he delights!’
9Yet it was you who took me from the womb;
you kept me safe on my mother’s breast.
10On you I was cast from my birth,
and since my mother bore me you have been my God.
11Do not be far from me,
for trouble is near
and there is no one to help.
12Many bulls encircle me,
strong bulls of Bashan surround me;
13they open wide their mouths at me,
like a ravening and roaring lion.
14I am poured out like water,
and all my bones are out of joint;
my heart is like wax;
it is melted within my breast;
15my mouth is dried up like a potsherd,
and my tongue sticks to my jaws;
you lay me in the dust of death.
16For dogs are all around me;
a company of evildoers encircles me.
My hands and feet have shriveled;
17I can count all my bones.
They stare and gloat over me;
18they divide my clothes among themselves,
and for my clothing they cast lots.
19But you, O Lord, do not be far away!
O my help, come quickly to my aid!
20Deliver my soul from the sword,
my life from the power of the dog!
21 Save me from the mouth of the lion!
From the horns of the wild oxen you have rescued me.
22I will tell of your name to my brothers and sisters;
in the midst of the congregation I will praise you:
23You who fear the Lord, praise him!
All you offspring of Jacob, glorify him;
stand in awe of him, all you offspring of Israel!
24For he did not despise or abhor
the affliction of the afflicted;
he did not hide his face from me,
but heard when I cried to him.
25From you comes my praise in the great congregation;
my vows I will pay before those who fear him.
26The poor shall eat and be satisfied;
those who seek him shall praise the Lord.
May your hearts live for ever!
27All the ends of the earth shall remember
and turn to the Lord;
and all the families of the nations
shall worship before him.
28For dominion belongs to the Lord,
and he rules over the nations.
29To him, indeed, shall all who sleep in the earth bow down;
before him shall bow all who go down to the dust,
and I shall live for him.
30Posterity will serve him;
future generations will be told about the Lord,
31and proclaim his deliverance to a people yet unborn,
saying that he has done it.
Do you get the range of emotions that
are conveyed here? From the ultimate depths of despair to the
highest height of exuberance.
Many have wondered about the cry of
Jesus on the cross -- "My God, My God, why have your forsaken me?", that
begins this Psalm. Did he feel so abandoned in that moment on the
cross? Or was he quoting the 22nd Psalm for some purpose, alluding
to the reversal of fortune expressed here in this Psalm as a way of
fore-shadowing events to come? Or could both be true?
On the one hand, you don't have to know
anything about the 22nd Psalm to hear in that cry of despair the sense
of abandonment that Jesus surely must have felt. And on the other,
when you do know this Psalm and you hear that cry, it adds so much to
our understanding of the crucifixion.
I think many of you were probably aware
that the cry of Jesus on the cross came from the 22nd Psalm. But I
suspect what most people do not know is that is only 1 of at least 5
allusions in the passion story (that story of the crucifixion) that
comes from the 22nd Psalm.
For instance, when we read "all who see
me mock at me", we hear the very same kind of mocking of Jesus in the
crucifixion story. And then when the Psalmist says (sarcastically)
"commit your cause to the Lord, let him deliver", that same kind of
sarcastic remark of derision appears in Matthew 27 when the people say
to Jesus on the cross "let God deliver him now". Then we see in
verse 14 "I am poured out like water" -- what does that remind you of?
The sword -- the sword in the side of Jesus, and what comes out
(according to the gospel of John)? Blood and water pours out of
that wound. And then finally, in verse 18, "they divide my clothes
among themselves, for my clothing they cast lots". That is an
event that is told in all 4 of the gospels, when the soldiers cast lots
for the clothing of Jesus.
So, these repeated allusions to the
22nd Psalm that occur throughout the passion story of Jesus is a clear
indication of just how important this Psalm was to that early Christian
community as they tried to understand what the crucifixion meant.
And how it was possible that the Son of God, of all people, could suffer
such a horrible, horrendous death. And it was no so much, as often
is claimed, that they saw in the 22nd Psalm predictions of those
events, but rather they saw in the 22nd Psalm an interpretation
of those events.
Telling the story of the death and
resurrection of Jesus in light of what this Psalm says about God and
God's relationship to human suffering not only helped those early
Christians understand how Jesus could suffer such a terrible fate, it
would help them understand how they to could suffer similar things.
And yet in spite of that suffering, contrary to the conventional wisdom
of the day, how they could still affirm the exact opposite of the cry of
Jesus -- 'My God, My God, you have not forsaken me'.
And thus, the cry of the forsaken
Jesus, the cry of everyone who has felt so abandoned by God, is the
affirmation precisely that God has not abandoned us. That God in
fact is with us. Because Christ has been there, Jesus has
experienced that. The cry of Jesus is a way of him saying 'I know
your pain, I know what it is like to suffer because I have been there.
I have been to that place of total despair and hopelessness'. Just
as that old gospel song laments: 'nobody knows the trials that I
see, nobody knows but Jesus'.
And even if that's not literally true,
that no one else knows those trials, no one else has been through what
you've been through, in that moment of suffering, it doesn't matter
because you are alone and it feels as if God has abandoned you along
with everyone else.
Those of us who have lived mostly
charmed lives cannot begin to know what that is like, to be in such a
place of total despair. And to slowly, ever so slowly, to crawl
out of that place. But many of us, most of us I suspect, have had
our own experience that comes close. Extremely painful periods in
our lives that enables us to empathize with anyone who is in that place,
trapped in that kind of despair.
And so when we hear people (like in
this Psalm) sharing their stories of pain and suffering, we are moved by
them all the more because we can relate to them in some way.
I had such an experience at our State
Capitol, Friday of this week. I offered to drive a group of people
up in our van for the lobby day of Basic Rights Oregon. Basic
Rights works for the rights of people around issues of sexual
orientation and gender identity. And the primary issue they were
working with on that day was a bill to create safe schools, to do
something about bullying in public schools. Both the Springfield
and 4J school districts sent up a big group of students, and there were
others from around the state. The bill that we were lobbying on
has been endorsed by Ecumenical Ministries of Oregon and many other
religious groups and all kinds of education groups.
Now, bullying, of course, is not an
issue limited to lesbians and gays, transgendered and bisexual people,
but rather minority students of all kinds. Students of color, of
different religions, of physical abilities, of personal characteristics,
whatever the case may be, who are victimized and harassed precisely
because they are different. Recent surveys done in Oregon schools
report that over 30% of students in high-school say that they have been
bullied in the previous year. And over 40% of students in
middle-school say that they have been bullied in the past year.
And often this has serious effects, of course. The most serious
being even suicide.
At that rally at the State Capitol, we
heard from two youth: a 9th-grader and a 12th-grader.
Regardless of your feelings about the issue of homosexuality, you
couldn't help but feel for these two kids as they shared their stories
of harassment and humiliation because of their sexual orientation.
The senior reported that she had
attended 4 different schools in an effort to find a safe place where she
could learn. The bullying became so severe at one of the schools,
she flunked out. Could not study, could not complete her studies.
And fortunately, with the support of family and friends, her parents who
home-schooled her for a year so she could catch up, she reported that
she was back on track and ready to graduate this Spring.
But it was the story of the 9th-grader
that really touched my heart. He spoke of the one experience that
strikes terror in the heart of any young teen who is not yet comfortable
in their growing, changing bodies: gym class. Often a
difficult time for kids at that age. And I related, immediately,
as soon as he said that, because I remember my experience of gym class
in 9th grade.
Bear in mind that I was not always the
fine-tuned example of human physique that you see before you today
J.
Scrawny, 98-pound weakling, I had one experience in that class
(wrestling) where the gym teacher assigned a 198-pound fullback from the
football team ("Bruiser Brown") to this kid half his size. Being
the kid I was, with a sense of justice, I protested! I said
"That's not fair". He looks right at me and says: "Bruiser,
you take Bryant". I spent the next 45 minutes pinned on my back
with this ton of whale blubber -- stinking, rotting whale blubber -- on
top of me J.
My father, who always with such pride
would fondly say years later: "My son, the straight-A student,
except for. . . . what class was that you got a B in? Oh yeah,
gym!". It was not my best year.
So here was this 9th-grader, nervous as
heck, speaking in front of this crowd, 300 people or so, Senators and
Legislators standing behind him. We had heard from the Secretary
of State, the President of the Senate, the Speaker of the House, all
these dignitaries. And here's this 9th-grader telling about the
horror of gym class. And I realized as he spoke that my experience
was nothing compared to the humiliation he suffered. In most
graphic detail (I will not repeat today) he described the verbal abuse
he took from his peers. One student who openly called him a
"faggot" in front of his gym teacher, who did nothing. The
bullying not always just verbal, suffered on 3 different occasions
black-eyes.
And it struck me as I listened to this
kid, courageous in his sharing of his story, that he knew better than I
of which the Psalmist speaks:
I am a worm, and not
human;
scorned by others, and despised by the people.
All who see me mock at me;
for trouble is near
and there is no one to help.
Many bulls encircle me,
they open wide their mouths at me,
like a ravening and roaring lion.
dogs are all around me;
a company of evildoers encircles me.
And I just kept hearing the Psalm that
I was meditating on, I was thinking about my sermon as I'm listening to
these kids share their story of shame and humiliation.
I wondered, in the midst of that
humiliation, contrary to what they may have been told about God's
judgment upon them, that they too discovered, like the Psalmist, that
God in fact did hear their cries? And that the strength and
comfort that they received from God is what gave them the courage to now
stand up in front of all of us, and publicly share their story? To
speak out against the abuse and the shame.
In the middle of this Psalm, after the
Psalmist has poured out all this pain and despair, there's this dramatic
shift that occurs:
From the horns of the wild oxen you have rescued me.
Though we're not told how. Is it
from some terrible disease? Have his fortunes been restored?
Have his enemies been defeated?
Or, does the reversal come from the new
awareness that in fact God has not abandoned him?
For the Psalmist says:
For he [God] did not
despise or abhor
the affliction of the afflicted;
he did not hide his face from me,
but heard when I cried to
him.
This is then his salvation -- the
awareness of God's presence with him. That his affliction is not a
sign of God's abandonment as he had once thought. Or, as in the
case of the so-called friends of Job, likely even told that he was being
punished by God, and therefore should repent so that he can be restored
to God.
And like Job, the Psalmist rightly
refuses to believe that he has done anything to deserve such abuse.
And like those two youth in Salem, will not allow the affliction he has
suffered to add to his victimization. And dares to stand up in the
midst of God's congregation and to praise God, for contrary to all
appearances and presumptions, God has not condemned or abandoned him.
God is not on the side of his tormentors. God is never on
the side of tormentors.
And if God should come to the aid of
one such as him, then there is no one who can ever be out of the reach
of God's love. Not even, the Psalmist says, those beyond death and
those not yet born.
So can you feel the power of this
message? And see why it became so important to the early Christian
community when they were the weaklings of Roman society?
Religious freaks who are easy targets for scorn and abuse. Blamed
by Emperor Nero for the burning of Rome, driven from the protection of
the Synagogues (which could provide some religious legitimacy), shamed
by public officials for refusing to participate in pagan festivals.
Followers, it was believed, of a crucified criminal, they were easily
scorned and abused.
And here, then, is that message for all
victims of abuse, for all who unjustly suffer, who feel abandoned by God
and everyone else: God does not despise or abhor the affliction of
the afflicted.
Know that when you cry to God, God
weeps with you.
When you've had enough, and find the
courage to stand up and say "no more", God stands with you.
When you refuse to play the victim and
you rise up above your affliction to be the victor, God shouts
"Hallelujah!".
When you speak out for others too
afraid or too weak to speak out for themselves, God speaks through you.
When you march for the rights of those
who have suffered from discrimination, prejudice and harassment, God
marches with you.
This is the good news proclaimed in the
Psalm and embodied in Jesus. Our God does not forsake the
forsaken. Our God redeems them on the cross of forsakenness.
And here, here, is that place where all
people can come, throw down their afflictions, and stand together and
say "We are God's people".
"We are forsaken no more". May it
be.